Not feeling blessed this morning…
The first four weeks my family was amazing. They kept the house clean, the kids didn’t argue, & there was just a sense of harmony throughout the home. Not no more! There are 4 kids, 3 dogs, 3 cats, a rat, & my sister living under one roof…and the hubby too. This morning was horrible. They fought who was going to take out the trash, who was going to feed the dogs, and the two younger ones fought since the time they got up. I WANT TO TAKE OUT MY OWN DAMN TRASH! I WANT TO HANDLE ALL OF MY OWN DAMN BUISNESS! I’m not happy. This is the first time I’ve not been in charge of my own home & have had to depend on others. To make matters worse my 12 year old dropped her history book on my big toe! I had a melt down. I took them all to school and when I came home I found my little Jack Russell Terrier had brought in a dead rat (not the pet one) and left it on the kitchen floor. If I didn’t have to pick the kids up later today I would pop a Vicodin and crawl back under the covers! Sorry…just needed to vent!
sandyinga Said:
on October 20, 2008 at 11:19 am
OMG - your vent made me giggle because I was you several months ago. You just want to do things for yourself that you normally can. I think the loss of control is a major side effect of this condition, and it is very hard to deal with. It will get better…and I feel better (selfishly) that I am not the only one needing to vent today!
annieh Said:
on October 20, 2008 at 12:04 pm
That is what we are here for, keep on shouting (via web, not at the poor children, hubby and pets!!)
Always best to get it out of the system then things start to take a turn for the better. Read your own post again yourself again, it will make you smile!!
Annie
tearsaw Said:
on October 20, 2008 at 12:41 pm
It did make me smile…but I still feel so frustrated! I can’t stand up for long because of the swelling. ARRRGGHHH! Now the darn rat carrying dog is sleeping on my lap! I know a few months from now I’ll reread all of these and think what a nut I was!