I have been feeling pretty well recently. Started taking a few steps in my boot without crutches, mostly around the house. Once out, for speed reason, I was still on crutches. Instead of sliding on my bottom, I started going down the stairs step by step, with my good leg forward, and my hands glued to the railings. But for going up I still have scoot backwards.
With all this progress, my OS still found me not ready to move forward and did not remove even the first wedge from my boot. I still have all three of them. It felt very discouraging! I am so anxious to lose all those wedges and the boot itself!
He told me to put the crutches away for good and walk on my own. What I cannot manage yet is to take a full step. I take sort of a half step. I step with my ATR leg and then just bring my good leg to the same level. But what I should learn to do is to step with my ATR leg and then with a good one step further forward, leaving the ATR leg behind and making it closer to the full step. For some reason, it is a challenge for me. My hips get totally out of balance because of the huge heel lift difference. The doc actually advised to wear a shoe with a matching heel size on my healthy leg as it may feel more natural. So this is what I have been doing since. I know it looks pretty strange, nice high heel on one foot and an ugly boot on the other, but I think I am making some progress with my stride.
Another unpleasant discovery I made during this check up is that my gastrocnemius muscle is just not there. I mean, of course, it is there, but it looks like nothing. It was so shocking! All these years of intense workouts and only one month of rest. Where did all this strength go so fast?!
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