May 27 2008
Depressing day;healing but it’s gonna take at least couple mths to close wound
Hey all. Well, the good news is that I think I’m healing…but at a slower than slow pace. But, I’m really down today. Went to plastic surgeon today. He assured me that wound would close…but, it’s going to take a while. Plastic surgeon cut away the dead tendon. I asked him…if we do this every week will we cut it all away…and he said no. I don’t really understand how this won’t happen. Question-tissue grows back…but am I right that a tendon doesn’t regenerate and grow does it? I’ll ask ortho tomorrow. I also asked Plastic surgeon is he could graft it…and, the tissue in the hole isn’t healthy and a graft wouldn’t take. So, I have no options…my only option is to wait for the wound to close by itself. It’s such a big hole…I know the body is a miraculous thing…but c’mon. Dr. said he’s thinking at least 2 mths or so. Meanwhile, I’ll keep going to him each week to cut away dead tendon. When I ruptured my achilles, I knew to be patient, and I AM patient and that’s great. But the thought of enduring a few more mths being disabled (APRIL 6th is when I began my one-legged adventure) is very depressing. That blows the entire summer for me. I visit ortho in the morning and infectious disease in the afternoon. I’ll see if I.D. will re-swab wound or see if we’ll stay on same antiobiotics. And, I’ll see if I can try another hospital’s wound guru’s for any tips on helping wound close faster. (I’m trying to eat more protein, etc.) I also don’t want this f*&*#ing wound to compromise any re-hab. (had to use some bad language here…can’t use bad language at home…and, occassionally I’d use it on tennis court, and I don’t have that anymore.
So, if I were a normal person like everyone else on the blog…I’d almost be out of my last cast…then go to a boot. We’ll see if all of this can be done with my wound. I’ve been really patient but I’ve about had enough of all of this crap. I know I can’t look back..and maybe this isn’t the case…but if those worthless “expert” wound care folks would have cultured me immediately when wound was only 1cm…then I don’t think I would have this gaping hole that happened on the 3rd week of being treated by these “wound wonder guru’s.” I know people make mistakes…but it sucks when the mistake has left me with a big hole that I have to clean twice daily for a few months. Ok, I’ll try to be more positive in my next post. Later friends!