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I might get the boot

Literally, I mean.  It seems that there is a place here where they could order the boot for me from Greece and then I can get the cast off and just hop (figuratively) into it.  That would give me a chance of starting PT earlier - which I find important before my trip.  So eventully the day turned out [...]

Literally, I mean.  It seems that there is a place here where they could order the boot for me from Greece and then I can get the cast off and just hop (figuratively) into it.  That would give me a chance of starting PT earlier - which I find important before my trip.  So eventully the day turned out to be a brighter one than it seemed in the morning.   Plus we went to a cookout yesterday which was my first real socilizing after two weeks.  It was real nice, although I felt as my own grandmother at these family dinners… I hopped to a chair at 5 pm, sat down and only rose at  8 pm when it was time to leave.  In the meantime people were waiting on me, bringing me plates of food, filling my cup, etc.  Everyone was so nice, still, I felt awkward.  Why is is so difficult to let go our continuous need for control?  Why can’t we accept that we are in need?  I am ok with other people driving the kids to school or bringing some groceries but when it comes to more personal (like serving you food) why is it embarrassing?  Funny thing is that I would happily do it for other people and it would only feel natural…  The good thing in this bad situation is that you are given time to think about all these things…

Hope everyone is doing fine out there, thanks for all the encouragement so far.

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I no exactly how u feel. I don’t want help from anybody!! It drives me crazy to rely on others. I can’t help it, I no I need to let others help. Good luck.

1 zam215 May 27, 2008 5:41 pm

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